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The numeral dollar figure you see above is the current estimated National Debt which is updated every few seconds or so.
See here also: usdebtclock.org
I am appalled… no i am stunned! How in the world are we to pay this debt?
The worse part is while many Americans don’t care i really believe it s because of 2 things.
1. People don’t care because they feel there is nothing they can do about it.
2. They don’t care because they don’t even know what a huge national debt even means.
There are more reasons im sure but i suspect it is mainly the first two above.

What is very sad to me is that i discuss this with my friends and family but they always change the subject and if i persist then they think im crazy.
This is just a fraction of what is going on out there but this really stands out like some sick joke but it is no joke at all.
What will it cost to fill your gas tank in a few years? $500?
What will rent or taxes be? Gas and electricity bills. A gallon of milk. A toll fair or maybe it will soon cost something for us to breathe.
Where is the end?
I seriously don’t know what to do. Talk to a cop or community leader only add to the list of those who think im crazy.
I am dying to leave the country and learn another language but i have family here and they don’t want to leave.
Seriously, what do i do? Im not getting any richer, not getting younger, not really getting healthier and am losing my mind.
This December i received my yearly physical check up test results from the Doc. Everything with me great in general, sugar, cholesterol etc etc.
The check up results has for the first time almost gave me a split personality disposition in not being sure if i wanted to hear if something is wrong with me or not. On one hand im glad im fairly healthy but on the other i think i would have relieved if i was heading home and i mean my true peaceful home.
Sometimes i wish i was asleep like everyone else and i keep finding myself trying to back to dreamland but it doesn’t work.
What a mess we have here.

If there is no solution then we need an end.

I like music, video games, nice clothes, good foods, fine wines and fine women but in all seriousness, it does not obscure my awareness of our declining world structure.
I feel alone in my tears for humanity because i can’t find anyone who feels the way i do for our lives and future.
I try to talk to someone like a close friend or my fiance about a important topic like the collapsing dollar by sharing some facts and current examples. When i do they tend to agree but quickly move off topic to something like a celebrity or new fancy gadget.
– Now i like films and gadgets but not when it takes place of greater importance than our deteriorating society.
It also hurts to have them look at me like im some weirdo or psychotic with sick mental issues (maybe i do have mental issues) but how crazy is it to throw attention on something you know is killing you slowly.
For months i tend to just ignore things out of tiredness from being thought of as a coo coo but every now and then something appears that reinforces my viewpoints.

Have we become a species of zombified mindless drones where all these paper, plastic and metal objects matter to us more than our own rights to be the creative gods we are?
Yes, because i am one of them. Im not entirely there but i live the similar life.
Im a internet, cigarette, video game, movies and music addict.
I often feel dead and useless. God…